Victor Butt Open Diary - Writers Block

11/02/2024

Alright Diary,

As you know I have recently been stuggling with writing new songs.

It's quite funny when you think about it the better my personal life is the harder it is for me to create music, I'd be a donut to ask for tough times just to squeeze the jam out for a new song, mind you I like donuts.

Music has always been my thearpy and quite frankly things have been going quite decent in hindsight, there's always more for me to learn spiritually, intellectually and emotionally.

But finding the balance between being who I am and trying to better myself can be testing.

I try to pry myself from social prophets online, as there's way to many "influencers" churning out shitty life advice online, I wipe my arse with their trust funds, they're not from my world.

Yet I try to remain present and try only my best, I'm aware that where I have many neurodivsties, I will always need to take a different approch to things anyway, And where some find that frustrating, understandably, I find it freeing, a opportunity to do thing my own way and a license to not compare myself to others.

In summary, I will write new songs, but fuck am I forcing it,

Much Love

Victor