Victor Butt Open Diary - Accountability

7.01.26

Alright Diary

It's been a little while, last year I had to remember to stay present within myself a lot,

I have a tendency to drift off and overthink about things that haven't even happened or yet to.

After spending a lot of time working on that whether consciously or subconsciously I've decided this year to work more on my self belief.

Although I've always had a base level of confidence or alternatively always found a way to do things that I had fears of doing, in all honesty there's always been a small nugget of self doubt in my mind,

Whether it's the fact knowing I'm disabled and the societal pressure to accept the average or below average. Or simply the fact that not everyone believes in me as much as I do, even some closest to me.

I can't blame them, if someone in my situation said they wanted to be a successful artist to me I may have slightly doubted too, knowing the trails and tribulations that come with.

But I can blame me, because at the end of day I'm the one who has live with my choices and this is something I wanted to do, yet I will do, because if I don't believe in myself how can I expect anyone else too,

Look after yourself, but always follow though,

Much love

Victor