Victor Butt Open Diary - Neurodiverse Plate Spinning

17/03/2024

Alright Diary,

I've been spinning my neurodiverse plates trying to find the balance between doing the things I should be doing and the thing that I want to, the scale of striving for greatness to achieve ones goals and striving for happiness and love.

Needless to say - my greedy arse wants both.

Being a tad on the different side, I have a tendancy to hyperfixate but then get highly distracted by another hyperfixaton, which can make getting day to day tasks a little trickier then most.

Yet I try to use it to my advanage as much as possible you can learn a lot when you forget your basic human needs, not that I recommend this by any means.

Just call me Mr Rabbit Hole mainly because of my deep diving abilties (and my tendancy to shit in the woods).

But in all seriousness, I've had a great month so far with the people around me and the foundational blocks are starting to appear more clearly.

I'm starting to find a better balance in my personal and proessional life, the power of yes and no and what clothes to use while cleaning the kitchen surfaces (turns out a dirty dish cloth is not suitble, the more you know)

In terms of music, my writing is coming to life with some of my projects which I'll keep close to my chest for now out of pure superstition to not self sabotage,

and I have got the excitement back to share my work again.

Much love,

Victor