Fine Tuning Autism and 30 day trials

31.07.2026

Alright Diary,

It's been 10 days off the the drink, that's only right 10 days, but i don't think i've had a solid 30 days in a row since I was 15 I'm don't think I have a problem until it started slowing me down, I've probably been avaging about 10/15 drinks a week (primaraly in the weekend but probably at least 5 spread over the week too)

anyway its been 10 days and fuck me my brain is operating much quicker and more active than it has been in a while,

Not to mention I've been more active and eating relatively healthy,

but I've actually been sleeping less it's just better quality sleep.

I thought before that I would needed drink to help with creativity for all this time, has been far from the truth, I've been far more productive than I have been in a long time.

I feel like I'm fine tuning my autism in my early 30s like things are syncing up and although the a long way a head of where I want to be I'm enjoying the journey more now things are getting sorted quickly and more efficiently,

I'm definitely getting more wierder at this time but i really couldn't give shit.

I really hope this isn't placebo and maybe I'm getting ahead of myself but I said 30 days but if this continues fuck it let's go longer, why would I want to go back at the moment, lets go lets go lets go, I like trains.

Much love

Victor